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Untitled abduction fic, 5,000 words (prologue, chapters 1 and 2) completed so far, lots of other scenes written from other chapters just not tied together yet. Angst, H/C, Established relationship. This snippet occurs a good two thirds of the way through, roughly around chapter 6. I'm struggling with some plot points, so if anyone wants to lend an ear, that would be good...

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Tobias swore silently.

“Ah hell, Jethro, I’m – “

“Don’t say it,” Gibbs growled. The last thing he either wanted or needed was pity.

For a long moment the two men sat in an uncomfortable silence. Fornell knew he needed to say something, and plenty of things came to mind, but he wasn’t sure what he could say that wouldn’t make the situation worse. Realising that whatever he said would probably make it worse, he opted for the first thing that had come to mind.

“You need to talk to someone,”

If looks could kill…

“I don’t need a damn shrink, Fornell!” Gibbs all but spat.

“I was thinking more of Ducky,” he offered in uncharacteristically soft tones. Opposite him, Gibbs visibly deflated, and it worried the FBI man to see him looking so lost and hurt. It was obvious Ducky was the last person he wanted to tell.

“I can’t.”

“Can’t, or won’t?” Tobias challenged, “You’re willing to give up the single best thing you’ve had in your sorry-assed life since Shannon and let that bastard win?”

“Willing? Hell no!” Gibbs met his gaze and for a moment Fornell thought that he might have made some progress, but then the spark he’d seen diminished again. “I don’t have a choice…”

“What the hell, Jethro? There’s always a choice –“ he stopped mid-sentence, trying to decipher what Gibbs had just said. Gibbs drained his glass, the bourbon beginning to loosen his tongue just a little.

“I said I’ve tried. Every time Duck touched me…” he trailed off, not wanting to say any more. Not wanting to tell him that he’d been on the verge of having a full-blown panic attack. Not wanting to reveal just how weak and pathetic he really was.

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Just a quick entry :)

Welcome to anyone who has friended this LJ 'recently' and apologies to both you and all my old friends for the total lack of postage over the last year. The comp died, never to recover, and as such, the desire to do anything fled along with the literal thousands of words and pics I lost. I am however still in fandom.

To that end, I have carried out a little maintenance here.

All links to my music vids have been removed as, with the exception of How to Save a Life on YouTube, they no longer work. If people would like to see them, the best option is probably a file transfer via Yahell! (Yahoo messenger). Ping/leave a message for Username: Cazthecoot and we'll sort something out.

Note: This means the links over at ncis_gibbsducky no longer work either.

The other things that have gone are the photo manips which have sadly been lost forever and I doubt I will have the heart to recreate them as they took hours the first time. This does not mean however that I will not at some point possibly attempt some new manips if the mood strikes.

I have no new completed fics. I have no new completed anythings in actual fact. I do however have a desire to start creating again but until that happens will update here with the few snippets and WiP that I managed to save. Watch this space.

TY

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Found these on the hdd, having forgotten I saved them from the crashofdoom!(TM)

7 Wallpapers: 1 D, 1 G, 1 MH, 3 G/D and 1 Team. Done for a 1024x768 res.

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Title: How to Save a Life
Music: The Fray
Pairing: Gibbs/Ducky

*Note* If anyone would like a much clearer, non-pixelated version of this vid (as YouTube has murdered it) please ping Cazthecoot on Yahell for a file transfer.


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...absence. For those of you who don't know my computer died about three months ago so I've been relegated to sharing my husband's. Unfortunately with the death of my comp came the loss of all my material - eps, images, screencap software, wip and almost completed fic. Yes, the woman who works with computers didn't make an uptodate backup. *headdesk*

I am now however, pleased to announce a return to productivity with my new G/D vid 'How to Save a Life'. ETA for posting is iminent as the vid is completed I am just waiting for some kind soul with webspace to let me host it for download.

Watch this space, thanks for your patience.

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Done for a 1024x768 res. :)

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Title: Anguis In Herba
Author: CausticQuery
Pairing: Gibbs/Ducky
Genre: Slash. Established Relationship. Slight angst.
Summary: Red Cell missing scene of sorts.
Spoilers: Red Cell.
Prompt: #1 Broken over at 30_angsts
A/N: Anguis In Herba – Snake in the grass. Finally, finally finished: special thanks to Ren on this one.


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Not posting the originals unless people want me to. Just a little fun to see how well I could get on with altering only a small portion of the shot. Made with Paint Shop Pro (and once again looking very dark having been transferred to D's comp. *pout*).







'The Kiss' is still in the works.

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Please Credit with causticquery if you use.


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Having worked it out, I have fifteen years to complete the fic table for 30_angsts. There are two sets of prompts and these can be mixed at will - the 2nd prompts are the ones in ( ).

Broken Toys
(For when you die I'll be there for you)
Hand phone; cell phone
(A call from heaven)
Angels and Devils; Disguise
(Wings stained with blood)
True Love
(Seeking for you)
Curiosity
(Listen to your heart cry)
Interest
(Crying for you one last time)
Articles; Newspapers
(Broken promise)
Hide-and-seek
(Shattered heart)
Messenger
(You belong to no one)
Books
(Never really mine)
Chemistry
(Electric Shock)
Physics
(Poisoned by you)
Kiss
(Tears of blood)
First Time
(Rival or lover?)
Appropriate; Are you sure?
(Against temptation)
Eto...;Hmmm...
(Engulfed by Darkness)
Photograph
(Lost you forever)
Cry; Sadness
(Always...)
Violence; War
(Marriage of death)
Lost memories
Once upon a time
(You are never here for once)
Black Roses
(Red funeral)
Blush
(No future)
To touch the devil is to die
(Dying from bliss)
Under your skin
(Surreal reality)
Line between Love and Hate
(Dying just for you)
Tensai or Baka?
(Cause of nature)
Fire; Water; Earth; Metal; Wood
(One last dinner)
Angsts
(Seeing you and the other)

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coming soon

'Chasing Cars' - music vid (Scheduled posting date: 18/8/06)
'Per Angusta Ad...' - better known as Shot!Gibbs. (tentative posting date: week beginning 11/9/06)

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G, D and G/D. First attempts. Please comment if you snag. Done for a 1024 x 768 res.

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Title: Beatae Memoriae
Author: CausticQuery
Pairing: Gibbs/Ducky
Summary: 'No sir! I have not forgotten him, I think about him every night.' Oneshot for Enigma.
Genre: Slash. Established Relationship. Slight Angst. Post-ep ficlet.
Warnings: Language - two counts of the f-word.
Spoilers: Enigma (1x15), vague for Mind Games (3x-) and once more, vague Hiatus spoilers.
Disclaimer: Not mine, no harm, 'nough said.
A/N: Beatae Memoriae: Of blessed memory. x-posted to ncis_gibbsducky.

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Title: In Totidem Verbis
Author: CausticQuery
Pairing: Gibbs/Ducky
Summary: Reunion.
Genre: Slash. Established Relationship. Ficlet.
Warnings: Adult in content.
Disclaimer: Not mine, no harm, 'nough said.
A/N: This started out as a birthday pressie for k1mono and morphed into a combined (very belated) b'day and welcome home gift. Title? In So Many Words. Glad to have you home hon...

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A list more for my own knowledge than anything - these are the stories on active status. The ones I can remember at least.

Ready for posting (I think)

1. Ren's B'day fic (Currently untitled) (Scheduled for Posting 5/8/06)
2. Beatae Memoriam - Enigma Post-ep (Scheduled for Posting 5/8/06)

In Progress

1. Anguis in Herba - Red Cell post-ep.
2. Imo Pectore - QDDAM sequel.
3. Conversations and Interludes (untitled) - Slightly AU Hiatus thing.
4. Shot!Gibbs.
5. Sick!Gibbs.
6. Untitled - The Paris Op.
7. Untitled - Terminal illness death!fic.
8. Untitled - Challenge 7 response (Overheard).
9. Untitled - First time fic.

Backburners

1. Jealous!Gibbs.
2. Dum Spiro Spero - Ducky POV piece on the fear Gibbs may end up on his slab.
3. Titled (Something latin to do with Cabbage. Honest.) - Challenge response (D's stories).

May update with estimated posting dates. The sort that are as accurate as the weather forecast.

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Pairing: Gibbs/Ducky
Genre: Slash. Established relationship.
Warnings: A nasty Jen. First first draft; beware the typos.
Setting: From a lengthy plot discussion with Nakeisha. Background: The Paris mission circa 1999. Gibbs is splitting from Diane and trying to avoid Jen's advances. The mission is a success but not before Jen screws Gibbs - literally and metaphorically, leaving a nice selection of scratch marks. This adheres to the idea that he and Ducky have always been involved, but that Duck refuses to continue a sexual relationship with Gibbs whilst he's married. And now, a hotel and the aftermath.

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Added to and edited since earlier, Nakeisha.

Pairing: Gibbs/Ducky
Genre: Slash. Established relationship.
Warnings: This is a DEATH FIC snippet, dealing with terminal illness. Oh, and a reasonably nice Jenny Shepard.
Setting: Set at least a week after the other two previously posted. Ducky goes to see Jen Shepard. Revelations occur.

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I have screencap software. This is not necessarily a good thing...one really random, one just Gibbs, the rest G/D: colours didn't come out so well when I transferred to this comp - may edit them slightly as everything is darker than it was. And more yellow. *grumble* Let me know if you think they need it.

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A mix. Not all explicitly G/D. One inspired by re-reading the amazing G/D 'Lines' trilogy by lonelywalker. Please credit if you use.



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Pairing: Gibbs/Ducky
Genre: Slash. Established relationship.
Warnings: This is a DEATH FIC snippet, dealing with terminal illness.
Setting: Ducky's living room. The aftermath of the kitchen scene. Please don't read if this is liable to upset you

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